i think i want to cry
I think I feel very overwhelmed that I'm not where I want in life. I think younger, more decisive Daphney would have shot herself at the person I've become. Maybe she would be glad more men look our way or people think we're cool from afar. Younger Daphney wouldn't understand that she's scared of not getting into med school because she graduated salutatorian. She wouldn't see why failure was so close by because it was never for her. I don't know what to think anymore I just want to do what I've been meant to do.